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April 5, 2009
The Rev. John Auer
Scripture:  Ezekiel 37:9, 11:17-21, Psalm 118:14-29, Mark 1:1-11
Words for Meditation

“King for a Day – Fear-Breaker Forever!”

We are getting ready for one more weekend of asking and acting upon the unfinished business of Dr. King.  Yesterday marked 41 years since his death.  We want to do a workshop on “street theater.” We want to create the kind of “public demonstration” he did so often -- of how certain issues harm our communities – and what choices we might make to end and repair the harm.

Jesus is doing “street theater” today and this week!  We can learn a lot from him as we try to keep up with him!  He prepares every last detail of this entry into Jerusalem – seat of all earthly powers – as we just re-enacted it.  Where, in how many different ways, do we find ourselves among the gospel characters, and various roles they play out this day?  Followers?  Disciples?  Onlookers?  Curiosity-seekers?  Enemies?  Revolutionaries?  Soldiers? Temple guards? Pilgrims? Tourists?  Jesus knows every one there – and every one here.

He knows what friends to stay with on the edge of the city – where he will be safe from enemies and opponents he knows are more than ready and waiting for him. He knows when to send the disciples – where they will find the colt, what they will do and will say about what they are doing.  He knows how the crowds will respond – the “red cloak and carpet” treatment, the hailing of him as Messiah and King.  He knows how the temple is set up for national Festival of Passover.  Shusako Endo says, Jesus knows “the spirit of the feast,” “the whirlpool of popular misunderstanding” that will accompany all his actions this week.

He knows his plans to return to the temple tomorrow, and as many times as he can get away with appearing there.  It will be so long as the crowds protect him, so long he can retreat out of town at night to stay among friends.  He knows he has a place for his disciples to share a meal with him Thursday night.  Who knows if he knows it will be the last time?  Who knows if he knows he will be betrayed and arrested that night?  That by Friday noon he will be crucified?

Only Mark gives us this “remarkable” moment at the end of our gospel reading.  Jesus, apparently all alone – after all the electric excitement, the urgency and the energy, the enthrallment and the enthusiasm – Jesus goes into the temple.  It feels like a moment of cosmic hush!  He looks around at everything.  Dare we say – he remembers everything – and everyone who brings him to this perilous point?  Let’s imagine: Does he think of this as fruition of his lifetime’s preparation?  Like this powerful bulletin cover of the seed he called himself last week?  Openly   bursting essential aloneness into uncountable parts?  Leaving to the One he has trusted thus far just where and how the enduring movement of his life and work will be carried and scattered – forever?  How does he see this still, still moment?

There is no one to teach or preach to here, no one to argue with or to debate, no one to feed, no one to heal, no one to touch or to exorcise – not even any one to look at or listen to.  How more alone can anyone be than in sacramental time and space -- that lie at the heart of the life, the work, the worship of a whole people?

It is night.  How does he look around in the dark?  Look around with him.  What can he possibly see?  Himself?  His memories?   Brought  first to the temple as a 40-day-old for dedication?  Brought again every year for the Passover Feast?  Especially age 12 – when he wandered from his parents – losing himself among temple elders?  What did he learn from them?  They learn from him?  And what’s the effect of those years of watching blood gush and flow from all the sacrifices? 

Remember the temptations in the wilderness right after his baptism?  Satan shows Jesus the top of the temple and bids him leap to see God save him!  Is Jesus wondering who will save him now?  Only John’s gospel says Jesus comes to Jerusalem earlier in his ministry – to empty the temple courtyard of money-changers and sacrifice-sellers.  There’s so much about him we do not know – then or now.  And what has he meant by saying the temple would be destroyed and replaced by his body?  That he knows the temple-deciders of both church and state hold his fate in their hands?  That his life has been destined a sacrifice, a self-offering – ever since Joseph and Mary first presented him?  And old Simeon greeted and held him and sang of salvation? The prophetess Anna mixed her praise with prophesy of his mother’s pain?  Is he expressing what Ezekiel does?   Hearts of stone turning to flesh – as temple does to body?

Is Jesus remembering those who have gone before him in faithful resistance to anything less or other than the full promise of God?  Promise of life abundantly, life without end?  Life in the Jubilee time of forgiveness of all indebtedness?  Freedom to be restored to family and land, work and hope to start over again?  As Jesus will instruct us to join in the meal of his temple-body remembering him? Is this a last moment of “breathing room” for Jesus?  How far he has come -- yet how much farther to go just this week?  Ultimately on his own?  And what about us?  Are we with him in this moment?  This week?  Taking that measure of ourselves?  Going that deep? Facing that fear?  Asking that strength?  As it was late, Mark concludes, Jesus retired to Bethany.

This week is all about living with fears – really living with them – creatively, courageously, freely, fully living with them.  You name it, we can be afraid of it!  How many “phobias” are represented among us this morning? Spiders? Snakes? Dogs? Germs? Elevators? Waves? Pain? Height? Agoraphobia? Autophobia?  Claustrophobia? Decidophobia? Erotophobia? Gynophobia? Hemophobia?  Homophobia?  We could go on and on.  We could make up our own.  Nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about.  I’m facing “retirophobia,” “inactivphobia.”

Let us give our fears to this Jesus!  The one who breaks the powers of fears over us.  The one who puts even our deaths, our dyings behind us.  God knows – from news to news, issue to issue – there’s plenty to fear.  This is not about denying, repressing, avoiding, escaping our fears.  It is about making them liveable – so that they do not keep us from living! – not only surviving but thriving! The persons and peoples God makes and Jesus calls us to be – the very body of Christ, the temple, filled with his Spirit –that we may follow him even this week.  Either we give our fears to Jesus -- or we give them power over us – especially to keep us from seeing and saying  and doing what we know is right and just – from speaking out, acting out, risking out, living out our commitment to be like he is.

Even Jesus faces his Garden of Gethsemane this week – time of prayer that the cup of suffering might pass him by.  Jesus cries out to the One he calls “Daddy” – to find some other means by which and by whom to break all the fears that leave us with constant cycles of conflict and conquest, division and despair, greed and guilt, isolation and ignorance, vengeance and violence, weapons and wars.  Yet the One who once seemed to sanction the eye for the eye, the tooth for the tooth, the might for the right – this One now sees fit to suffer the death of an Only Child.

A fragment of early-church communion prayer reads like this –

In order that he might fulfill your will and make for you a people, he extended his hands when he suffered, so that he might liberate the suffering ones who hoped in him who was handed over by his own will to suffering, that he might destroy death, and break the chains of the devil, and trample hell, and direct the saints, and fix the boundaries, and manifest resurrection. 

Clearly this is a different king, an unheard of messiah who enters the city of all earthly powers riding a colt, bearing no arms, and followed by – us!  Can you imagine any less reassuring a royal setting?  And yet . . .   I had a privileged encounter this week with one who spent his life in U.S. Special Forces – doing whatever he was asked, imposing his orders, often to kill, however he had to.  Now he finds himself alive with a new kind of power – to feel, to wonder, to care for, to love.  He is not quite sure what to make of it all.  It is as if the word that breaks through to Ezekiel, and to Jesus, is alive and well and coming after us!

This week is about each one of us – from whatever our starting point – finding that new kind of power in us – the power to live with our fears in new and non-destroying ways.  It is a power found deep within our own person.  It is a power found in our relationships.  It is a power found in congregational mission and community organization.  It is, at last, a power found in confrontation and transformation of all earthly powers of both church and state.  It is the power found in Holy Week – a power in crucifixion and resurrection serving the poor.

This week our State Legislature took the first step toward proclaiming an annual Cesar Chavez Day in Nevada.  I can think of no more gentle and generous, humble and human servant of the immigrant and working poor.  Think ever of those Squaw Valley resort workers killed and injured in last night’s bus crash.  Preparing the Invocation for his annual dinner here, I found two quotations about the life of suffering service Jesus offers this week.

n      Power is very elusive.  It is here today and gone tomorrow.  But it’s being able to gather people around, very specifically on the issues – people who are directly affected by the problem.  And we have been able to solve a few things so that we have been able to give the workers some kind of hope.  Then bringing them all together naturally creates power;  that’s the basis for it.  But because the world doesn’t stand still, what’s power today isn’t power tomorrow unless you keep up with the world.

n      A very personal kind of response is needed.  I think it is my responsibility to do whatever I can.  I say that because I don’t know how to really express the real reason. . . . It’s like a fire, a consuming, nagging, every day and every moment demand on my soul just to do it.  I am not confused about what I want to do, but about what is to be done – and I am thinking of how to do it.  Who, who gets me to do it, I don’t know; it’s a very personal kind of thing.  It’s difficult to explain.  I like to think it’s the good spirit asking me to do it.  I hope so.

 

As it was late, Jesus retired to Bethany.  Amen. 

               

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